Past: All That Is Left Is The Testimony
Do you think about all the mistakes you have made? Do you wish you had done things differently? Do you ache at the things that you say were really bad? Do you wish you had started this journey with Jesus sooner? Do you feel you can’t be forgiven or what would God want with me?
Your wasting time? I still waste mine but try to catch myself and move my focus back to the wonders of the Lord Jesus.
Psalm 139:16 Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed, and in Your book they were all written, the days fashioned for me, when as yet there were none of them.
God knows every thing about you and what you did and what you will do. God knows your every tomorrow. God loves you! He loved you last year, yesterday and every tomorrow. God has shown me different times in my life that only He would know and He saved me; even let a little girl fly on Angel wings. There is so many; while riding a horse; He kept me from taking my head off on a branch, I was in church and had the thought I wish I could shout / dance one more time. I ended up at the back of the church and still don’t know how I got there. Several car accidents where He moved or stopped accidents. He also sent an earth Angel to save me when I was young and my family by protecting me from a very bad man. I pray often for this earth Angel and I am thankful God has blessed them. My life is still full of mistakes I wish I had never made and those I still make. God true to His promise has always been there for me. Ask Him to show you all the times He has been there in your life; He will show you. Read the whole Psalm 139. When I began reading it over and over I would cry ask why did I have to make all of those mistakes. Why couldn’t You Lord have taken me before I made them? He did answer me on one particular question very clearly. Later I found out what He told me was true! Each answer brings me fresh love and trust in my Mighty God. The amazing love of Jesus, that even in sin He never leaves us. He waits for us. He hasn’t given me all the answers to all my questions yet or maybe I’m just afraid of some of the answers. God saved my son for me and in doing so saved my whole family. I was not watching him when I should have been.
I thank God He is always watching!
Lord as I come before You I want to bring all my love and praise for You alone are worthy. Your presence in my life is truly awesome and I always want to be near to you. I am grateful for Your mercy and tenderness. My sin is great but Your love is greater. In Jesus name I ask that the one reading this will know that You are with them and they can ask You any thing and You will answer. Show them all the times You have been there for them.
Thank You for loving us. Amen
